~For You~( Monster Mediator Nauseaxe_404 X Reader) Smut

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You it's because of you
you make me live
you make me moan
you make me love
you make me die
I can't live without you ~

NO HA...HA... I CAN'T BREATH.. ( Choking with lack of air )

Why...why...why... can't you love me like you do did before from the hotel and now in this asylum I lay to rot but I'm not dying until your beauty of a corpse is in my grasped.

Ha...ha... this is not what I wanted I had to let you go for the sake my life and you to redeem yourself. I have faith in you...

No...No..No.. NO...NO...NO! I WON'T, I WON'T NEVER LEAVE ME NEVER EVER AGAIN! WE FUCKING BELONG TOGETHER.

Held onto the axe on the grip getting closer to the rim of your neck making you whimper and shake of anticipation his tighten muscle body with his heavy breathing made it hard for you to even catch a breath was this really it

The end?

Farwell My Superstar~

WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

( Ring....Ring...Ring)

You jolted out of bed your heart racing and hands shaking violently from the same nightmare you kept having everynight and it seems like it's getting worse everytime you place your head on the pillow.

It's just a nightmare it never happened but what if I did then why can't I remember anything. You said as you went to the bathroom pouring yourself a glass of water staring near the window looking upon the stars, constellations of your problems trying to live the cruel reality with no family to support nor friends.

You get out of bed, make yourself a plate of fried eggs with toast and hash browns with an orange juice for beverage placing it on the table while looking through your resume to find a job that pays a good medium wage and can help you afford the house and food on your plate. You know other people in reality have the worse situations but you try to make the best of it in your home. It was just you

Just you

You finish your breakfast and went to call for a j/n but there weren't taking anymore clients so you flip the yellow page book to another section but there were full slots. You noticed that you were out of your pills and that's the only way that can help you from the amount of stress you had. Taking the bus, try to avoid and head to the store don't buy anything unless it's tempting to you. You went in the store at the pharmacy the usual twenty or thirty the mintues didn't bother you since you had nowhere to be besides home

You walked with your prescription but you stopped to see a section that you attend to buy and since you had a shitty work you deserve some pleasure so you went in to buy a new vibrator with a box of tissue for cleaning up. You the brought yourself a bag of chocolates then went to the register as many people stare at the items you bought especially the vibrator. You just ignore used debit card and went on the bus heading home but before you got comfortable. You hopped onto your computer going in your blog which you haven't touched for a while due to personal problems. You always go there to write short stories or tell people about your day but no one never puts a like or responds except for one person name " Nauseaxe_404 ". You find it offly strange that this user would read your blogs and things you posted but it made you feel touched that at least someone cared about you. You hoped on your chair and fingers begin to type

Hi my fellow viewers it's been a while hasn't it? Well I've been going through personal problems but I attend to the write the best I can so I appreciate the patience

Another day goes by and I was out of my prescription meds so I took the bus, took longer since there was a train making me wait at the bus stop for an hour but what time do I have, I have no job, no school but I attend to get accepted to something soon it maybe not today or tomorrow but it will happen eventually I just have to have more hope and confidence in myself. So I finally made to the store took over thirty mintues but I got the meds, I told myself not to buy anything but surpised, surpised I bought myself a bag of chocolates to perhaps watch a romance trope movie later and I needed a new vibrator so I attend to buy one even though I felt my face turn pink placing that vibrator brand on the counter. This is why I prefer shopping online so no other customer would give me odd looks on the stuff I buy. Yes I am a single depressed women and this is the daily dose I need we all have those urges so please can someone relate to me from being lonely and not lose a house from overdue payments. Anyway I'm going to let myself unwine in pleasure.
Stay online my dear viewers

~Y/N L/N~

You turn on the remote watching a romance from the 1950s the clieche of the usual couple of strangers to lovers

How long was it we had honey?

I didn't count the days

Well I did

Everyone of them

Another quote that catch my eyes was when the men dressed in white takes a shot of whiskey compilations of the women he met

" Out of all the gin joints in all the towns in all the world
She walks into mine ".

Then a few scenes later they met again

Kiss me as if it were the last time~

Then the two fall into a romance kiss I think they cut it off weren't they suppose to have sex? You said as you turn off after the movie ends.

Should or shouldn't I? You said your fingers gently touching the vibrator. What would you have for yourself if you do get accepted for a job. You rub the lube around your legs and pink bulb entrance then you turn on the vibrator at first your were anxious but your slowly press it in your entrance while listening to erotic male audios with men moaning and calling you names that made you arouse more.

That's right baby girl, moan for me, tell how bad you want my hard cock into your sensitive aching pussy~

You kept moaning and respond ( I need you inside me please fill me up )

That's a good girl

You release your load onto your bedsheets and were a panting mess but it did help you from the blood pressure that sky rocket earlier about the house and waiting. You place the vibrator under your bed, and went to the bathroom to clean yourself up and finally pop the pills in your mouth and went to sleep .

What's wrong with me... You said to yourself having the urge not to cry was it from being lonely or no one in society acknowledge your existence.

The next morning you went to see no responses but you did get a email from a unknown number. You normally don't open suspicious emails but your curiosity got the best of you so you open your email box on your phone.

Congratulations If your opening this email that means you been selected to start a new job a hotel that hasn't been open for years but reopen for new clients.
If your interested here's the address for the night hours
Will see you there.

After reading the message it looked very shady but at this moment you were desperate and needed a job so you forward the email letting whoever sent you this know you were interested. You tied the lace of your sneakers, wear a security jacket, and your f/c pair of jeans, fixing your h/c in a ponytail grabbing your handbag, phone charged, heading out the door to the hotel to start your journey.