the boy in the basement

chapter 2

i heard his voice Mathews voice saying something like i should be k8nd or somethin i was too busy thinking about how i will end up in a mental hospital if things kept going on like this i have to do something if I dont well lets not talk about that ..

positive thoughts 

positive thoughts

positive thoughts 

deep breath in and out...

okay its currently 5 pm i have do somethin okay yeas do something. something , something, what can i do i am not smart i bet Mathew could have come up with an idea yes i should think like him tilt your head rub your chin okay and ...... i have no id-- yes make a pin board with red threads yes 

okay now Mathews enemy i know exactly who will be first on that list Jezella she asked out Mathew and he very politely rejected her but her big ass ego could not dot take that that rich brat was once my friend i am ashamed of her well also me but think about Mathew right Renda yeah think about him okay enemy enemy ... why the heck was he such a goody two shoes i cant with him wait actually he might just have too many people jealous of him not enemy per se but we both were on the top of what we did me on the beauty and him on the kind and smart people must have been jealous of us him cause he got to date me and me cause well as i said i don't deserve him apparently soo.. think renda think 

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its currently 3 pm and i have been thinking non stop, there where a lot and when i say a lot i mean a lot of time when i hit a dead wall like on 

Linda - she is the sister of Maqenze . Maquenze loves pranks and Mathew confronted her about how her prank got my dress slimy .Linda looking at the seen thinking we were trying to hurt her sister said " you will pay for this" but now that i think of it she apologized for the misunderstanding

Jess- she worked with Mathew at the pet shelter after school and her favourite and her favourite bunny died because he was dumb enough to get him self tangled with the fence and suffocate and she blames Mathew because this all happened on his time he since has apologized many times and also made a grave for that bunny giving flower to it maintain it but i think she has forgiven him and wont do something so drastic for a bunny

so now my main suspects are

Jake - he had a huge crush on me since the 6 th grade and has done many drastic things to show that like big bouquet of flowers cards chocolate and stalking yeah i have seen him snoop around my house thats why Mathew always dropped me off till my house so nothing happened to me i should have done the same thing for him or none of this should have been happening 

Richard - again crush on me broke into my house once 

Rubecca - okay now she had a crush on him a huge one she was worse that jake and rischard she went far and beyond humilating me bulling me was her daily casual stuff beating me up threatening letters and a almost mini kidnapping she failed horrible because she was alone i guess but this might have been with more people hit man she tried on me first and now she did Mathew to be with him happily ever after maybe i am getting way to ahead of myself 

Henry - henry is in a gang and is the leaders left hand basically third to thrown Mathew told on him once i don't know why in his right mind will he do that but he did and henry and Mathew were never on good terms again 

i feel like i am missing out so many like Cosin he and Mathew were best friends when they were younger then they broke up for a reason i don't know Cosin's sister Casy hates both of us but majorly me