115 | not me

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𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓢𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼,

It feels unnatural,
loving you so much, just to be
away from you.

There wasn't a day I didn't think of you, and where you were. There wasn't a day I didn't want to go and rescue you, because you didn't belong in that place. There wasn't a day I didn't stop
loving you.

Forgive me, if my actions were in vain. That wasn't my intention.

Since that day, I walk around the streets, I can't help but see your face in every corner, in every shadow, in very stranger. I felt happiness making its way to my heart, only to take a better second glance and realized that it wasn't you. Then I had to look down again, and think of how foolish it was of me.

Now, I walk the streets in hopes I see your face again. I have missed your eyes, your embrace, but mostly your smile. I have missed the way you make me laugh or smile even when there's a storm outside. I just miss you.

Perhaps, destiny will be kind to us
this time, and it will allow us to
be together. I really hope for
that outcome.

It hurts, knowing that you're everywhere, except right here with me.

I am patiently waiting for you,
right here. In the dress you used to like, with my heart in my hands. I am right here, we just need to cross the path. 

I know it won't be easy, and the moment I take away my gazing from this words, reality will hit me again. I know everything changed, but I didn't,
at least take comfort on that.

Goodbye Sirius, I'll see you soon.
I love you.

𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂,

                            𝓢𝓪𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓱𝓪

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