Meshiku Mikari Shiki

Hello Everyone! 
I'm Meshiku Mirika (Will you guess my name？), KC. 
The "Mime" and "Memi" has meanings behind.
 I call myself a "Writer in a Abyss".
 
If someone knew who I am. I don't care if you tell it to someone but I wish you don't use my name neither my pen name in something without my permission. I don't want someone scheming.

I want to be friends with someone even it is a stranger. Cause they also give me reasons to live life and fight. 

I call myself a writer in a abyss because I am a person who has secrets. Well everyone has secrets and everywhere has mysteries.
 That's why I didn't call myself "The Writer in the Abyss". Anyone can be a  writer in the darkness. The Abyss that I mentioned is my world. In real world, there are many obstacles in life. Most or some of my stories are reflection of my life. Abyss can be considered as a prison, cause I wasn't allowed to write a story, I write essays, dairies, poems (or any literary works) yet it turns out a trash. Even drawing and also painting due to some reasons. 

You can say maybe I am some delinquent. Free in streets without care in the world. Well I chose to be a masochist, a prisoner without care in life. And if I am in pain, I will let tears go if I wish, but there's no time where I am free, where I chose to cry. But I chose to cry in my world, in the dark, in my nightmares in darkness and not in the broad daylight. 

I'm sorry for being dramatic in here, but don't expect me to see me in reality being dramatic. 

I am once thought to be a person with a colorful world, dreams and future. But I have a dull and hard life.