I know I had already made an announcement regarding TSP's fate (which I have deleted - thank you to those who responded, though), but after posting it, I felt so uncomfortable for some reason, despite it being a decision I had made way back months ago. So I decided to give it more thought, and I think I've personally come to a tentatively final one that will give me some peace.
In general, besides struggling with my own writing, TSP has been a sore thought in my head. I haven't lied about my love for this fanfiction, but the more I thought about it lately, the more I realized the happiness I feel towards the idea of continuing to post for TSP didn't outweight the dread (and slight embarassment) of it. I'm not the same thirteen year old girl who was passionately writing a silly story in class anymore. Heck, I'm turning 19 next week, and in those six years I've changed a lot as a person, both in taste and in writing.
In short, the harsh realization that I've come up with is that I've severely outgrown TSP, and the last announcement was a measly attempt to try and cling onto some part of my childhood that was left open ended. Because of this, as if right now, TSP will be place on an indefinite hiatus, and I'm not 100% sure if I'll ever return to post the rest at all.
I know it's unfair to you all if you guys care, and I'm so, so sorry for breaking my promise of never giving up on TSP. I've emphasized this promise so many times I've lost count, and the fact that I'm biting back on my words now is shameful. I think that a small part of me that encouraged that promise still wants to continue on, so there is a good chance that I could return and post the rest, just for the sake of my own satisfaction and completetion. So who knows, maybe after I tentatively find it in myself to write and complete TSP, I'll post the rest all at once.