𝐖𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐓𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫

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Destiny Taylor
ATL
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I finally got discharged for them hospital and I'm back to Mari home and I can barley move. I basically have to get carried or get help to get out the bed and I don't like that because I want to be independent and it's been a week since we've done anything but everyone has been so supportive to me.

"Babyyyy"

"Yes ma"

"You look real sexy " I say trying to move closer to him but it's painful

"Ma stop all that moving "

"Give me a kisss" I say and he grabs my neck and starts giving me kisses so I decided to put my hand in his pants and he stops

"Unt uh ma " he says laughing

"Whyyyy"

"Because you can barely move I don't want to hurt you"

"Okay but I'm horny so now what "

" I know ma best believe I want you too but I we gotta listen to what your doctor says "

"But I don't care what the doctors says " I say whining

"Ma calm down " he says laughing

I huff "I've gotta go pee "

"Okay baby come on "he says slowly picking me up from the waist and helping me walk to the bathroom

"Ma calm down you walking to fast take your time" he says as we get to the bathroom

"Just help me get on the toilet"

He helps me pull my pants down and sits me on the toilet and just sits there

"Can I have some space please "

"Of course ma " he says walking out the bathroom

I handle my business

I stand up as much as it's painful and I pull my pants up. And I slowly walk out of the mirror and I see all the cuts on me and my head.

And I immediately start crying because it brings back memories of what happened to me and our baby I was supposed to have .. I just feel like such a failure

I hear the door opens and Mari sees me crying

"Destiny what are you doing standing up and why are you crying " he says picking me up and taking me to the bathroom

"Ma why are you crying " he says wiping my tears

"I just feel like a failure "

"Destiny Taylor you are not a failure I promise you " he says kissing my head

"I just feel like this whole thing is a never ending situation "

"Ma this part of your life is going to be challenging but I gotchu ma and I love you"

I breath in" I love you too baby and I'm sorry for causing all this "