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𝚃𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚓𝚒 𝙿 𝙷𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚘𝚗

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The idea that my marriage is at risk of ending is really affecting me. It has become seriously distressing, to the point that I woke up last night in tears, consumed by thoughts about my marriage coming to an end. I have attempted to come to terms with the possibility of it being over, but I am finding it impossible to do so.

I went downstairs to check if Kelvin was still here. To my surprise, he was still sleeping on the couch. I approached the couch and couldn't help but stare at him, feeling tears form in my eyes.

He yawned and wiped his eyes. "What are you doing?", Kelvin asked me.

I quickly wiped my eyes. "N-Nothing", I said.

Kelvin sat up on the couch and looked at his phone to check the time. "Alright", he said before getting up and going upstairs.

I watched him as he went up the stairs just thinking about everything that happened last night. I went upstairs behind him because I just wanted to hug him one last time. I know y'all are like 'Taraji he clearly doesn't want you anymore so why are you still trying to love on him''  well, I'm still emotionally attached to him.

"Kelvin...", I said lowly as I walked into our bedroom.

He turned around and looked at me. "What is it now?", he questioned.

I walked up to him and gazed into his eyes. I held his hands before saying "You were the one and only man I'd die for, the things you said to me last night truly damaged me mentally. The thought of our marriage ending hurts. Even if the rumors of you cheating were true, I'd still love you but I don't understand why you would lie to me. I know losing our child was partly my fault but things happen. Life is just a big lesson you learn from", I said. I hugged him tightly and walked out of the bedroom.

While walking down the stairs, I experienced a sudden emotional collapse. I found myself sitting on the steps, shedding tears as if everything was over including my life. My thoughts were in a blur, and I found myself having a mental breakdown.

"Taraji", Kelvin called my name.

"Just leave. Go! If that's what you wanna do, do it", I cried out. I don't wanna see his face anymore, he doesn't love me the way he used to and he wants a divorce so he might as well leave already.

"Leave?", he chuckled. "This is my house, in my name. You leave", Kelvin stated.

I looked at him. "FUCK YOU", I yelled. I didn't mean it, but it just felt right for me to say. He's being a jerk.

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