𝐑𝐔𝐃𝐄 𝐇𝐮𝐬𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐝 [«𝐓𝐊»]

I,

“listen.... jungkook i’m sorry” taehyung spoke holding a pillow closer to his chest , like every night he again came to jungkook's room to apologise and trying to sleep with him . Hoping jungkook would let him

“hm I get it” jungkook spoke while arranging his bed . Taehyung sighed he knew jungkook was not going to let him sleep with him like any other night . But taehyung had enough

“what is even wrong jungkook ? Just tell me about it , i keep apologising i don’t like your silence, i hate your silence ! I’m trying to find out that what the hell is wrong with your head! You are ignoring me, always i don’t know why the fuck and it is killing me !” taehyung spat in anger

Jungkook took a sigh and faced taehyung ,

“you hate my silence——?” jungkook asked and taehyung nodded in desperation . “——that is the reason”
Jungkook completed ,

Taehyung furrows his eyebrow , “....
What do you mean?!.” taehyung asked
“you only care about the attention i gave you , you never cared about my affection towards you, you just like me getting mad over you, you liked ke being hurt because of you and I know” . Jungkook said

“and i don't want to love you anymore”

“i killed myself every night because of you , you know i-i used to think that you are just broken and evil but everybody who is broken is not evil , it's you , it’s only because of you why you’re so hurt and broken!”

“just like i realised, it was my fault to think that I could fix you”

Jungkook stopped and taehyung fell into complete silence,

“you don't want me” jungkook said.

“now why are you still here? Stop following me ! What do you want you want my body right?” jungkook said and taehyung looked up at him

“you remember the day when you said that you would never wait for me? Because i’m just an replaced jewellery o-or something? You said you would never wait for me to be comforted with you because you are not my lover”

“because i’m not your love”

“then take my body like you want ! If that what it takes !” jungkook said as his filled with tears he moved his hands to removed his shirt his hands made their way to his shirt button

He harshly removed one of the button of his shirt taehyung hussh him down,

Taehyung thigthly hugged jungkook to calm him down, “no, i’m sorry i’m really sorry , i’m sorry” taehyung huss him down

“i’m really sorry”

“i get you hm i’m sorry”

Jungkook was so tired all these days he slept in taehyung's arms he was really tired he really needed somebody to hold him

And now that he cared less , his lover , sometimes lover held him and made him sleep.

Jungkook doesn't know if taehyung loves him ,

But he loves him?
Yes,

Does His lover love him?
Maybe,
His half?
1/3rd of him?
Partially?
Sometimes.

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