Behind The Fake Smiles

Quiet

Oh you're so quiet
They told her
But what they didn't know that she had a battlefield in her mind
Battling depression and bulimia
And a victim of her own insecurities
Don't eat you're so fat the little demon told her
you think they care ? They don't you're worthless the demon told her
It isn't a little demon anymore it grew bigger as the time passed
It had more control over her
It knew all of her weakness
Purging after every meal
Sitting with her head in the bathroom bowl
As the acids from her stomach burned her throat
But that didn't matter
It'll make her skinny and pretty
Giving herself punishments
Over exercising
Cutting to make her suffer
To make her feel the pain
The blood dripping down her arms as if it was rain satisfied them
But that wasn't enough
She started saving up for Plastic Surgeries
She wanted to do anything to please our dear society
Nose job to fix that nose of her
Lip injections to make them bigger
Boob job and butt injections to make them bigger
Guys dig big boobs and butt right ?
All of that but that didn't make her feel pretty
She felt so ugly
No matter how much people told her you're so pretty
She felt like a toy
She was the toy of her demons
She felt plastic
She didn't feel like a human at all
The girl forgot the true meaning of beauty
Beauty isn't on the outside
But it's what's inside of your heart
People are blinded by the beauty on the outside
So they forgot about hearts , personalities , intentions
Just remember one thing darling
A pretty face doesn't mean a pretty heart