Entry 2

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The movie is due to end, and my heart weighs heavy knowing what that means. It's all bigger than me.

I thought as long as I didn't interrupt the narrative, all would be well. But instead the narrative interrupted me.

I've given the wounded tragic hero one more thing to lose, and that's all my fault.

I played every card wrong. I should have kept an eye out from a distance. I should have stayed away. But the magnetic force between us fulfilled its duty, and now he's stuck.

I close my eyes and he's all I see. In the quiet, he's all I hear. His words of affirmation echoing in the back of my mind constantly.

I want him with everything that lives and breathes inside of me, and that is the greatest tragedy.

If I cannot leave here, I lose him. If I leave here, I lose him.

Even though he's not really gone yet, I feel like he's already out of touch. Albeit unfortunate, I know this is how it has to be in order to keep a swollen heart intact.

Camille Rey Easton

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