𝐁𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐇𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐝

14 | 𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐨𝐯

Why did I ask h/n to stay?

Is it because I felt in need of someone to hold me while this miscarriage was still like a fresh wound and always will be for the rest of my life.

But right now I just need someone to hold me and comfort me.

I soon drifted off to sleep. But even in my sleep I could see the nightmare playing over and over again.

I woke up in cold sweat as my breathe heaved. I looked down and saw h/n arms around me, holding me tightly.

I gently plied his arms away, as I got out of bed. I couldn't go back to sleep, I didn't want to have nightmares again.

I quietly snuck out of the room as I headed down to the room, that I was planning to be the baby's nursery.

I had placed all the furniture in my cart online and were going to show it to him when I told him but that obviously didn't happen.

I laid on the carpet ground staring at the ceiling. The quietness brought me comfort.

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