Obsessed

The sirene

 THE SIRENE

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Lydia's pov:

"IF YOU REALLY THINK THAT I WOULD BE CAPABLE OF DOING THAT.... THAT I'M THAT BIG OF AN ASSHOLE...THEN I GUESS THAT JUST PROVES THAT YOU DON'T KNOW ME AT ALL!!! I WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THAT AFTER ALL THOSE YEARS YOU WOULD KNOW THAT I WOULD NEVER CHEAT!! ON ANY ONE!!! EVEN IF I HAVE FEELING FOR HER I WOULD NEVER DO THAT... BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? MAYBE YOU WERE RIGHT FROM THE VERY BEGINNING AND I WAS JUST FOOLING MYSELF...WE WERE OBVIOUSLY NEVER MEANT TO BE IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!" Stiles shouts at me and then storms out of the room. Did he just break up with me?

I let myself fall on the bed and begin to sob uncontrolebly. He has never before screamed at me like that. I can't believe this...He really just broke up with me... and admitted he really does have feelings for Ella.

We have been arguing and shouting at each other for like an hour, because he once again left me to deal with training the group alone, and gone off to hang out with her. I couldn't take it anymore and shouted at him that if he want's to be with her, all he has to do is say so instead of going behind my back. He took that as me accusing him of cheating on me, and that's how the fight really got heated. I'm Still rolled up and sobbing in our bedroom, when Malia comes walking in. "Hey....i heard what happend...are you okay?" She asks in a soft voice, while sitting on the bed and rubbing my back. "No...no i'm not okay...i don't get it...after 11 years of trying everything he could think of to make me fall for him, he finally succeeds and then just goes off and flirts with a dump little bimbo like her?? How could he do that to me?...he was right about one thing though...

i don't know him at all because that guy out there, is not the Stiles i fell in love with." i tell her.

She is about to say something when we hear shouting from the living room. I can't make out the words, but it sounds like male voices.

Malia concentrates on listening, and her face first pales before she looks up with a furious expression on it. Then the shouting stops.

"What is it? who was shouting?" i ask her but yet again, she does not get the opportunity to anwser, because in that moment, the door to the bedroom flies open, and Scott comes marching in looking just as furious as Malia. "He better get his shit together before i have to litterally kick some sense back into him!!! He yells. "What happend?" i ask again.

"I don't know who the hell that shithead is...i don't even recordnize him anymore...but that sure as hell is not my best friend. Because my best friend would never scream at me like that for asking him what the hell he was thinking, or get that aggressive with me.

No, the Stiles i grow up with, is kind and loyal and funny and sometimes way to sarcastic for his own good. He would always laugh and crack jokes at the wrong time, and my memoeries don't even go back far enough to remember a day that that boy was not totally and undeniably head over heals in love with you." He says looking at me.

"But that dark, brooding, aggressive peace of shit out there, that is going around treading people like shit, going after girls he would normally never ever fall for, and punching walls while screaming at me....That sure as hell is not Stiles. I don't even know who he is anymore ...

it's like the damn nogitsune is back." Scott lets out all his frustrations. Then the door opens again and Derek walks in. "Scott you need to calm down, the whole group is getting restless." He says to him. "Derek really...at this point i don't even care right now.." Scott replies.

"Wait a second...Scott you might be on to something here..." Malia says and we all look at her confused.

"Well i don't recordnize Stiles either...none of us does..think about it for a second...it's like you said yourself, the only other time Stiles has ever shown behaviour like this, was when he was beeing controled by the nogitsune right?...Well it can't be him because you killed of that son of a bitch...but what if he is beeing controled by something...or someone else...i mean come to think of it all the boys around here have been behaving weird and a little on edge latley haven't they? " she states and we all think about it for a minute.. Yeah i guess she is right...the boys have been a little weird latley..."And now think...do you remember like two weeks ago..the night after we brought in a certain bitches new bestie...the conversation we had with Aliza about why she thinks Monroe wanted her dead and thought she was special enough to come after her herself?? what did she tell us?"