HIM OR ME ?

Part - 6

"Y/n why the hell are you clinging to him so much?" Jungkook literally yelled at you "Huh , what do you mean by it ?" You asked him as he gripped your arms more and pulled you closer saying "You clearly know what I mean by it " you were hissing in pain "Who the hell are you to ask me this question, the only thing I know is that you're my child's biological father that's it I don't have any relations with you other then that !" You said As he left you and moved back but then said as "Y/n I know that whatever I did was all wrong and I know that it isn't forgivable but now seriously I beg you to forgive me and come back to me not for us but for our kid" he said in a pleading tone

"Wow Jeon Jungkook wow !!!" you clapped your hands literally exclaiming your words you approached him and while pointing your fingers on his chest you said "You know what , 6 years Jeon Jungkook 5 years ..... I have been taking care of my son .... the day when you leaved me I was broken I myself died my love died for you and talking about my San he always used to ask me alot of questions that why Don't you means his dad stays with him like others children's parents?, why don't you spend time with me? , why does you we don't act like husband wife? and why do I talk to you in an ill manner ? , But you know I always had one answer that he is special we like to give him privacy and freedom and he is God gifted and he always nodded to my answers but who would tell that little innocent child that he was GOD GIFTED BUT HIS OWN FATHER CALLED HIM THE BIGGEST MISTAKE !!!" You broke into tears and unknowingly your tears escaped in his embrace you cried in his embrace hard and he hugged you tightly crying ..... "I-m so-rr sorry Y/n , I m the worst m-man at th-this planet but pl-please understand I never meant to say th-those words please
Y/n forgive me !" He holds your hands and asked for his forgiveness, you yanked his hand "I cannot forgive you ever Jungkook even If I want to and now I want you to leave me and my son forever , I want to move on .......
And I know I can make a self independent mother" he looked at you "Please Don't say , that Y/n plzzz.... I can't live without you please give me one chance I love you Y/n I love you ...." He said kneeling down and joking hands in front of you

"You love me?" "I-i m you kn-" "Reply Jungkook" "Yes! , I realized it late but yes I love you ....I love you I can sacrifice my life for you , but please don't leave me !" You went numb listening to him the words that you wanted to listen from his mouth years back he finally said that but there is not way of accepting his proposal after what he did "Y/n???" He shrugged you and you got back to your senses "No , No No No No...... this is wrong and I don't love you anymore , and why should I love you because you used me as your stress reliever or you used as your maid ..... I fell out of love and I don't believe in love just because of you and what about your fiancee, how shameless can you be to say this , indirectly you are saying that you fell out of love and are asking me to cheat with you on her as you did with me ... No Jungkook No .... I won't And Please I beg you atleast Don't broke her trust she love you" you said and tried to leave the conversation "No Y/n-" "Jungkook go" "Y/n listen to me-" "I said Go" "Please please Y/n" he held your hands and tried to convince you "Y/n please don't say that I need you please , I won't ever leave you and shower you with everything you deserve , I will do anything you say please be mine-" and that's it you loosed your control and slapped him hard he felt it badly
Then you exclaimed crying " D-Don't you understand, I-I Don- I can't do this I m tired and Please leave us both on ourselves I Don't wanna see your face I hate you I ha-te you the most AND NOW FOR GOD SAKE JUST GO AWAY !!! He kept listening to you while he's tears were frequently touching the ground as yours too "I m sorry Y/n , i was out of senses, I m sorry" he said not looking at you and with a pale face while left wiping his tears .......