66. Dark things, Bright Thoughts

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The day came where Czar and I will separate again. Scion carried him while he's screaming and trying to hold me. I tried to stop the tears from my eyes because he doesn't want to stop. My family couldn't even do anything because they have no right.

"Mommy!" He keeps on stretching his hand out calling for me but all I can do is stand there while wiping the tears that I can no longer hold. I can feel mom and dad's hands over my back while sadly watching Czar from the closing window of the car.

I already asked Chelsea and Mona to keep me updated and gave them a list on how to take care of Czar

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I already asked Chelsea and Mona to keep me updated and gave them a list on how to take care of Czar.

'Goodbye, baby. Please forgive mommy.'

...

The third week of January 2024 came, my bump suddenly got bigger that I have to wear looser dresses to keep myself comfortable. I have to limit myself from too much stress so I stay at the shop for half a day and continue the work at home. I purchased online and hired new workers to help Chella out.

I still do my work out trainings and bought some gym equipments for weight lifting to stay in shape. This is all for health and strength and it is very good for the baby.

I thought everything will go as I planned but one day, I accidentally slipped on the wet floor of the newly cleaned bathroom. The bleeding starts from my private part which alarmed me to call for an ambulance.

"What the heck is going on, Brazen?! I asked you before and you denied it!" Mom was really really angry. I just shook my head because I didn't expect this to happen. Well, it's also my fault.

"I'll be fine, mom. Don't worry about me." I tried to convince her but she wants me to shut up.

"This is what I always feared that's why I kept you with me even when Czar was just a tiny fetus. It is difficult to be alone, my child. The hospital is far from that house!" Well, mother knows best. I still remember when we were in Neronia, the hospital was away from our house so when Kristine was born, it was just in the house and she nearly died. She knows the hardships and I trust her.

"Mom, I can't go back there. I have a business here. I'd rather live in the shop. It's just close to the hospital." I tried to convince her but she had already decided.

"I'm calling Scion. He should know about this." She shuts the call and I was just here sitting on the bed with no idea what to do to stop them from ruining what I already set.

...

"Mmm..." I was dreaming again, I knew. There's the touches on my cheek and the rings had sounded like chimes blown by the wind. Then there's the final touch on my belly. "No!"

I sit up as soon as I felt that it was real. I looked beside me but it was hidden by the shadows that raised my hair up. I turned the lamp on and saw that it was no other than-

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