Lockdown with my rival-sidneet(Completed)

chapter 35

2 days later.............

Night time........

Siddharths pov:

I have been staying inside my room for the past 2 days and I have not been eating quite well, because I was not in the mood,

i have been ignoring everyone, not because I have to, but because I want to, because if someone talked to me right now, im probably gonna shout at them, so lets just avoid people right now.

I was in my room obvio, when I got a call, from avneet, I picked it up,

"yes?" I said in a dull voice,

"come to my room, I wanna talk to you" she said,

"not in the mood" I replied,

"does it look like I care?" She snapped at me and I sighed,

"I'll be there in a minute" I said and cut the line,

I really dont wanna talk to her right now, It just that whenever I see her, there are like a millions of questions in my head, and I just dont know the answers of them, like,

Why do I care so much about her?

Why dont i wanna see her get hurt?

Why am I becoming a nice person just because of her?

Why am i jealous, when she is close to that bhavin?

And there are millions of these types of questions in my head that I just dont know the answers of, and I annoys the hell out of me, I put all of the question at the back of my head and I went to her room,

knocked and heard a come in, I went inside and saw her sitting on her bed, I went near her bed,

"yes?" I asked with a bored voice,

"what do you mean 'yes'? I know you have locked yourself inside your room, you have not been eating well, and you have been rude to everyone, what happened?" She asked the last line calmly,

"nothing happened, im just not feeling well" I lied,

"I know you're lying, what happened?" She asked again,

"nothing happened" I said while gritting my teeth,

"Siddharth what happened?" She asked trying not to get mad at me,

"AVNEET NOTHING HAPPENED OKAY? IM FINE, EVERYTHING'S OKAY, STOP ASKING THE SAME QUESTION OVER AND OVER AGAIN, WHY CANT YOU JUST GET THE HINT, JUST STOP INTERFERING IN MY LIFE, AND I WILL BE FINE, YOU KNOW WHAT THE PROBLEM IS?, THE PROBLEM IS YOU, THE PROBLEM IS THAT YOU CANT MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS, AND EVEN IF SOMETHING WAS WRONG, WHY WOULD I TELL YOU, JUST STOP ASKING ME THE SAME QUESTION" I shouted at her, shit I lost my temper, oh shit, I looked at her and she had tears in her eyes,

"no no no no, avneet pls dont cry, im sorry I didnt mean that, I was just really angry, im sorry" I said to her feeling guilty and sat down on the floor,

she just looked down, tears were still leaking from her eyes, shittttttttt,

"im so so so so so sorry avneet, I didnt mean any of that, im an idiot, im an assh*le, pls im sorry" I said and held both of her hands,

she quickly pulled her hands away like she was allergic to me, I also backed away cause I didnt want her to feel uncomfortable,

"avneet im really really sorry, pls just talk to me" I whispered and looked at her, she was still looking down,

"S-S-Siddharth, just get o-out" she stammered, still not looking at me,

"avneet im so so so sorry, I didn't me-" she cut me off,