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Chapter 1: Loss

Hey guys I'm updating the first chapter but I don't know if I'll update the second chapter any time soon but if you guys like this chapter then I might well I hope you like it!!!!
Warning: I suck at grammar!!!
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Hazel
Being in the navy was my life but I want to move on from it. Getting discharged because of a explosion might be good for me though I will have nightmares of loosing my team but I'm glad they didn't suffer like I am. Being in a military family my fate was to join the navy and I'm proud that I served my country with people I called family

Sitting in my fathers office I wait to get a lecture because of my idiocy

*bam*

I jump when the door slams open I glance up at my dad and he looks relieved to see me. Next thing I know I'm wrapped in a really tight hug sitting there shocked I then wrap my arms around him hugging him back. I notice he's shaking and that surprises me he's always been so strong and didn't let anything faze him

"I thought I lost my little girl"

"Don't worry dad I'm fine only a couple scars"

"How about mentally?" I tense and I can tell he noticed sighing I tell him the truth

"Nightmares and I feel so much guilt but I know they wouldn't want me to be depressed about it forever" I feel him nod

"I love you haze" I smile at the nickname

"I love you to dad"

After me and dad caught up I had to get to the funeral of my team which was going to be really hard for me to even stay calm. Arriving at my small apartment I put on my formal uniform (her uniform above!!!) and fix my hair into a bun checking myself in the mirror I give a sad smile and leave

Time skip

I arrived at the funeral a hour ago and watched my friends, my teammates get lowered into the ground their families were crying and that made me feel even worse but I won't break like I oh so want to because I will keep my promise and stay strong for them

"Miss would you like to say anything" I glance at the priest and nod stepping up i look at everybody

"I am a navy seal but today I will let down the wall that I keep up. John, Kevin, Logan, Hayes, and Mason were like family and I blame myself for their deaths but I know they wouldn't want that. So today we bury my friends, my family and I also bury my guilt. I will be strong for them and forever remember them. Meeting them was the best thing that happened to me and I am proud that I got to serve with them. I will always remember them how Hayes was the joker of the group pulling pranks to make us smile if we had a hard mission always smiling but when he was crying he looked like a kicked puppy and that always made us cry. And how John was the flirt he would always try to pick up girls and it was funny to watch him fail but when he went on missions he was the most serious and we always made fun of him for it. Kevin was the mom he cooked and cleaned up after us and always scolded is if we cursed but he was fun always making new recipes and making us sick from them. Logan was well the cool and silent type but he was really protective of all of us especially me because he had a little sister at home and I reminded him of her but when he actually cracked a smile it could light up a while room and we always treasured the times he would smile. Mason was the oldest of us the grandpa, we would always go to him to talk about problems joking around and training with us he would always dote on us like children, which we were I will miss his coffee in the mornings and the pats on the head when we did something good. I will forever treasure our moments together good or bad" I wipe away the tears that escaped and give a sad smile to everyone then step down