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Ch. 20

Wei Lin's POV

I woke up panting again. This is the third time this week, I had this nightmare. One thing that made me assured was. I didn't got raped. Someone saved me that day. I don't remember their faces. I can't see their faces too. Anyways, this is making me weak. And I'm not liking it. I had to hold back flinching when someone touches me. Good thing this doesn't happen with my brothers and all. It only happens when some stranger touches me. Accidentally or not. But I know I can protect myself now.

I did my morning routine and went to meet everyone. After class, Lan shushu called me. I went to his office. I knocked and heard a soft 'come in' from inside. I went in and bowed.

WL - Qingheng-Jun.

QJ - Relax.

WL - Lan shushu. Why did you called me?

QJ - Just wanted to have a light conversation. Talking to you makes me less strassed.

WL - I'm glad , I'm of help.

We talked for quite sometime. I like taking to him. I forget he is an elder. He is like a friend to me now. Whenever he or me wants take something off our chest we talk to each other.

QJ - What's bothering you?

WL - Huh?

QJ - Something's bothering you. I've noticed it quite for sometime. You doze off. You're distracted all day. And your smile sometimes look forced.

WL - It's nothing.

QJ - You know, you can talk to me.

Little did I know, he had already put a silencing charm in the room. And I just broke down. After a long time, I've finally broke down in front of someone. I just can't hold it back. He was going to hug me but stopped asking for permission. I nodded while crying. He hugged me. I felt so good.

After a long time, I finally stopped. We parted and he looked at me.

QJ - What is it?

WL - I have nightmare. It's a memory from the time me and A-Ying used to live on the streets. I was searching for food for us. When someone offered me a work in exchange of foo-

I hiccuped. He rubbed my back. It's soothing.

WL - But instead he took me to an alley where there 2 more people. They started touching-

QJ - It's ok. You don't have to say anything else. Do you remember those people's faces?

WL - Yeah I do. Someone saved me that day, fortunately. But I don't remember their faces.

QJ - I'll make sure to punish them. If you again have a nightmare, you can come to me.

I nodded. We sat there in silence for sometime. He offered me tea. I drank it. And finally after making sure, I don't look like that I just cried. I went out.