I hope I never lose you...

darling, you're the one i want

Song: Paper Rings

It has been a difficult night for Reputation, she didn't sleep correctly. But as she woke up, she felt someone's arms around her waist, she turned around to see the person, it was Lover ! When she saw her beautiful face she blushed hard. She buried her face in Lover's neck, and smell her scent. This girl is so perfect she thought. She wanted to stay like this forever. The other girl woke up a few minutes later, she caressed Reputation's skin lightly, that's when Rep looked in Lover's eyes, both girls blushed.

"Good morning" whispered Reputation

"How are you feeling?" Immediately asked Lover

"I'm way better than yesterday, thanks you for taking care of me" smiled Rep

"I'm glad you're ok" said Lover with a caring tone. "Wanna go get some breakfast?"

"Sure" They got up, still in their matching clothes from the day before, and went to the kitchen. There was Fearless and Debut chatting, Folklore making pancakes and Midnights making coffee.

"You forgot us yesterday!" Said Fearless

"Sorry we had to head home Rep was sick" said Lover

"Poor little thing" said Debut with a mocking tone

"We had to call Evermore! Everyone was busy like omg it was so embarrassing" said Fearless

"Sorry girls but Evermore's not that bad ! She's a really nice lady"

"Sureeee" said Debut "more like fucked in the head if you see what I mean" she said whispering to Fearless

"Where's my card?" Suddenly asked Rep

"Chill it's in my room" replied Fearless

"How much did y'all sent?" Lover asked

"I don't know" said Debut

"Like 10K I think?" Replied Fearless

"WHAT!!" Yelled Reputation

"Chill you're like YEEHAW rich" said Debut

"Omg I can't believe you girls, don't you both have money?" Reputation replied with a pissed tone

"We don't" said Debut with a smile

"Girls come on, apologize to Rep now" said Folklore. Both girls sighted

"Sorry Rep" said Debut

"And we love you very much for the money you gave us" Added Fearless

"Whatever" Replied Reputation

"Ok pancakes done let's eat everyone" said Folklore. They all moved to the dining room and sat at their respective seat. From Midnights seat she could see 1989 reading a journal on the couch. She sight.

"What's up between you and 1989" asked Reputation to Midnights.

"Nothing" said Midnights

"They had an argument yesterday night" spit out Folklore

"What!" Said Reputation

"And we're only hearing from this now !" Replied Fearless

"What was it about?" Asked Debut

"Nothing" replied Midnights. All the girls turned their head to Folklore.

"I don't know don't look at me like this" said Folklore. Red and Evermore entered the room.

"Hello sis" said Evermore smiling

"Don't call me that" replied Folklore

"Ohhh pancakes !" Said Red as she sat down to eat.

"So what are y'all planing to do today?" Asked Evermore while eating

"We were planing on going to cinema with Speak Now to watch something scary" said Fearless

"It's going to be so fun ! Can we borrow your card again Rep?" Said Debut

"You know what sure, but don't come in my room in the middle of the night because you're scared of what might be under your bed" said Reputation

"It's not because it happened once that it's going to happen again" Replied Debut rolling her eyes.

"If you say so" Said Reputation

"By the way, why is no one talking about Reputation's dress?" Asked Rep

"We already made fun of her" Replied Fearless. Everyone continue talking, gossiping and laughing until the end of the meal. They all got back to their room, Reputation changed into a pair of sparkly black jeans with a black tank top, she was about to do her makeup when someone knock on the door. She got up and opened the door.

"Hey Lover, wanna come in?" Reputation asked smiling, Lover nodded and entered.

"I wanted to know if you were ok with me throwing a party tomorrow night in the house" asked Lover "I already asked everyone and they all agreed"

"Of course! But in what honor?" Asked Reputation, Lover knew this part was going to be hard to admit especially to Rep

"Well it was Speak Now's idea, she said she wanted to introduce me to some guy and that it was the perfect occasion because it is his birthday" replied Lover with a smile. No sound came from Reputation's mouth, she was too stunned to speak. She didn't want a guy to love her girl, she isn't even my girl she thought

"I'm happy for you" said Reputation with a forced smile. She turned around to do her makeup. Lover was watching her carefully. She was almost finished with it but Lover spoke up.

"Can I put your lipstick?" Asked lover

"Sure" said Rep handing the brown-ish colored lipstick before focusing on her makeup again

"I meant on your lips" said Lover. At this comment Reputation's cheeks turned bright red.

"Hum, sure" Said Rep with a shaky voice, she turned her head to Lover again, Lover was looking at her lips, she started to apply the color on Reputation's full lips. I'm so in love Rep thought. But it's in this moment that she realize she couldn't get her.

"This color is gorgeous on you" complimented Lover

"Thanks you" Replied Reputation with the most loving stare she could give. They continued to talk for a bit until they were interrupted by Midnights and 1989 yelling at each other in the corridor.

"What is wrong with you! I told you to give me some space !" Yelled 1989

"You need to eat something! Come on you're about to pass out !" Yelled Midnights

"You're high! Don't tell me what to do!" Snapped 1989

"I'm worried about you ok! So stop acting like a baby and fucking eat!"

"When you'll stop drugs I'll eat!"

"You don't want my help? Fine ! But I won't come to your funeral because you died of hunger" yelled Midnights angrily

"Fine by me! I don't want you there anyways!" Replied 1989 with the same tone

"Will you two stop yelling what is this about?!" Asked Reputation yelling

"She's the one that started" they said in unison, Midnights was so pissed and hurt that she left, how could 1989 say that she was high when she's been trying so hard to stop all this shit.

"She's a drug addict that do nothing but pissing me off"

"Hey! Don't talk about her that way, I don't know what's going on but there's definitely something wrong with you right now, you know damn well she cares about you and between you and me I think behind all that is love. She cares, now stop closing yourself and let others help you!" Said Reputation? 1989 didn't know what to say after this speech, so she just left wondering if Midnights could really love her.

Author's note:
I'm trying really hard to keep this updated, so lemme know if I should change some things up!
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