I hope I never lose you...

"Do something, babe, say something"

Song: You're Losing Me

When Reputation woke up, her body was intertwined with the girl next to her. She had blond hair on her face, it wasn't her's, it was Lover's. She could smell the sweet sent of Lover, it felt really good. She wanted to stay in that position forever. But when she saw her face that's when she lost it 'how can someone be that attractive' thought Reputation. Suddenly Lover's eyes fluttered open, Reputation blushed.

"You know staring is impolite" said Lover smiling.

"Sorry" replied Reputation with an embarrassed look.

"I was thinking maybe we could go to your favorite restaurant after your medical appointment?" Asked Lover with a huge smile.

Reputation became super excited by that comment, but suddenly the memories of yesterday came back to her mind. She needed to get some space, Lover isn't in love with her.

"Maybe not, I'm sorry but I think I actually want to get to know the girls a little more" replied Reputation sadly.

"Oh... well sure!" Said Lover feeling devastated. "Do you still want me to come with you to your appointment?"

"Don't worry, I can take care of myself" replied Reputation. "About that, I need to go get ready, have a nice day"

"Yeah you too" replied Lover with a tear of her cheek

Reputation quickly left, she didn't want to be in Lover's presence anymore. She knew she was in love with that girl , that's why she needed someone else to date. Lover went downstairs to the living room, Folklore was there with Speak Now.

"Good morning Lover!" Said Speak Now happily

"Yeah good morning" replied Lover quietly

"Are you ok? You don't look great" said Folklore worried

"I don't know, I'm just lost" replied Lover with tears streaming down her face

"Hey Lover don't cry! You can tell us everything" replied Folklore

"Rep isn't in love with me anymore. When she lost her memory, I thought a part of her would still like me but I was wrong!" Said Lover crying

"I'm sure she loves you, but since she doesn't know the truth she probably thinks her feelings are not valid" replied Speak Now

"So I need to make the first move?" Asked Lover sobbing

"You have to in order for her to remember everything" said Folklore smiling

Lover nodded in agreement, she didn't know how to do it but she felt like she needed to do it now, like right now. Reputation got down the stairs, she was perfectly dressed. A beautiful black dress that was tight around her body, and her makeup was divine. She saw the girl put on her shoes and a cute vest to leave the house.

"Hey Rep, maybe we could talk after your appointment? I need to tell you something" said Lover

"Absolutely! See you!" Replied Reputation leaving.

Rep saw that Lover had been crying, she didn't know how to react 'was it my fault?' was the first thing crossing her mind. She went to her car and drove off, once she saw the hospital she wanted to be with Lover. Because deep down, she knew Lover would comfort her. She went to the reception, behind the counter a man told her to wait in the waiting room.
She patiently sat there, she was really stressed.

"Hello, may I sit there?" Asked Matty Healy pointing to the seat next to her.

"Yes absolutely" replied Reputation smiling

"So, why are you here? You don't have to answer sorry" Asked Matty

"I don't mind, apparently I've been stabbed so I'm here for some check up" said Rep

"What do you mean 'apparently'" asked Matty gently

"I've lost my memories... enough about me, why are you here?" Asked Rep nicely

"I've got a drinking problem, I'm working on it so everything's good" replied Matty blushing

"I hope you'll get better" said Rep with a smile

"Thanks you. To be honest, I came to talk to you because you're really pretty. And from what I've seen, you're also very pretty on the inside. How about we go on a date?" Asked Matty confident

Reputation was quite stunned, she wasn't really into him but she needed to take her mind of Lover.

"Sure, how about tomorrow, I can text you my address so you can pick me up" agreed Reputation

"I'd love that" replied Matty.

They exchanged numbers and continued talking until Rep's doctor arrived. The conversation was chill, they got to know each other even though Reputation didn't know much about herself. Once Rep got home she didn't know what to do, a part of her wanted to see Lover and kiss every inch of her body. But she knew it was wrong, instead she went to talk to Midnights in the living room.

"Hey, the doctor said I had a big chance to recover" said Reputation sadly

"That's good! Why are you not excited about it?" Asked Midnights confused

"I don't know, what if I didn't like my past life?" Replied Reputation frowning

"Don't worry about that, did you talk to Lover?" Whispered Midnights changing the subject

"No, I don't know how to say it but I have a date tomorrow" replied Reputation with a straight face.

Lover was on the couch next to them, she didn't look very attentive but she was. She was very confused because she didn't asked her on a date.

"That's so great! Did you asked Lover?" Asked Midnights happily

"No she's not my date. Today at the hospital I met a guy, he's not really my type but that'll do" replied Reputation giggling

Lover was shocked, she had tears in her eyes. She couldn't bear herself to move, all she wanted to do was cry. Reputation didn't seem to notice, she was too busy talking to Midnights. 'Am I nothing to her?' Thought Lover hopeless. She finally got the courage to move and ran upstairs to her room.

"I think we should talk to Lover" said Speak Now to the girls

"Why?" Asked Reputation not having a clue about what was going on

"Don't be such a jerk, she needs comfort" said Folklore angry at the girl.

"Rep, I think it's because of you" said Midnights not joking

"What do you mean? I've done nothing, and I've known her for like a week or so, how could I know anything" stated Reputation

"I'll talk to her" said Folklore going upstairs.

The girl knocked on the door, Lover didn't reply so she entered. Lover was lying on her bed crying, she couldn't believe Reputation, she always thought a part of the girl would still love her. But she was wrong.

"Lov, don't cry for her. She's a jerk" said Folklore

"Don't say that!" replied Lover crying even more

"She's not good for you, you can't be with someone like this. I've tried to warn you for so long now" said Folklore

"Please, if it's to tell me some shit about her you can leave!" Screamed Lover

"Just calm down, I know you're sad about all of this but you'll get over it. Because you're so strong, you can do anything" said Folklore trying to cheer her up

"Folklore, I love her with all my heart. She decided to choose someone else and I'm not going to stop her. I'm just heartbroken, I've lost the love of my life" said Lover sobbing even harder

Folklore understood her point of view, so she nodded and left. Lover remained on her bed crying. While Reputation was doubting every choice she made the past 24 hours.

Authors note:

Yep I'm sorry😬
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