You hate me
I see that
But why do I feel so close
Why do I want to hold you?
You think I'm stupid
I'm showy
I'm just showing off
I'm boastful
Well, what do you want
You keep changing your mind on me
I wish I could connect to you more
But I can't seem to understand
Why you keep changing your mind
All these people that you like
When I turn into them
You get all disgusted and turn around
Why would you do that? You ask
Then I sit there
And I wonder myself
Why do I care
Why to I even put the effort into that
I really can't stand it
I'm trying too hard to gain your attention
I just want you as a friend
I say love because you gave me the attention
Did I really screw things up this hard
Did I tighten situation when I was sober
I don't understand your logic
I want to help you
I want to see you
Just crack a smile
It's funny when I see you laugh because then
I know you're happy
But then you turn towards me and its all over
You won't answer a text
Every calls a reject
I'm tempted to just go to your house and ask you in. H face
Because how am I
Supposed to a situation
When were like this?
I got this thing for you
I think it's perfect for your birthday
But I don't know
If I'm willing to say that ill get it today
Because that requires me to save
The time that I spend
Thinking about my day
It requires effortless pay
Did you even consider
That I really care
I know that you know
And I know that you've dared
But what happen then
I'm starting to lose my head
You drive me up the wall
And yet I'm here in tears
Because it hurts that much on the inside
