You make me desperate did you know that
I’m so messed up
Did you know that
It’s because of you
“You” The one that raised me
And then its my fault
Over and over
Well I’m tired
And I’m leaving
I’m getting out of here
I’m so close to just believing
That I’m going to slice it open
Forget all this mess
I’m done
Let’s try this again
The blood that I think of
That sweet sweet red
So gorgeous to drip
And remind myself of my dread
I don’t want to sulk
And that’s why I want to end it
But there’s more than one person who believes in my
But it will never be myself
You look at me like I know all the answers
You look at me like I should know EVERYTHING
Did you even come to find
That I’m not any better than you
If not I SHOULD be worse
But we’re on the same level
The despirate me
I’m crying
On the inside
What took you so long
What took you so long
I want to die
Right now
I know you didn’t want me to say that
But I hate this
I want to end it
I don’t want to bother you anymore
This is where I’ll end it
