Normally
You wouldn’t say being addicted to something would be a good thing
And for the most part it’s not
But it helps in the end
And that’s what I need
I need help
And if you’re willing to lend me a hand then why not
I can’t stop thinking about you
…and her
She’s my everything right now
Well
I say that but I’m not sure
Since I’m stepping into the world just like you I know where I want to go and I’m heading there fast
Full speed ahead I’d say
But she’s stuck here
Not by choice
And they joked that I should take her
Yea right
And separate her from all her friends?
So that she could be with me?
Away from her family
Away from the band?
Yea
Because that’s what I’d want if I was her
No
No it’s not
Now as for you
Seriously
I’m calling you my addiction
Because I don’t know what else there is
I can’t say that we’re just friends
Because that’s not true
It’s odd
You want someone to listen to
And I listen to you
And vice versa
You help me
And somehow
I don’t mind it when you get with someone
A part of me looks and I’m feel a protective part of me
But then I shrug it off
Now if it were her
I know I’d want to turn away
Because I don’t want to see her with anyone else
Funny isn’t?
Same goes for Lily too
I swear
If a man treats her wrong I’ll scowl
I’ll kill him
But that’s just how I am
I know that sometimes there are those times where I see situations happening and I saw
Hey, it’s alright
You learn from these things
And then there’s another set of people that just make me plain out mad
But then there’s those who I protect
And if they’re legitamently hurt I can’t just stand around
I’m addicted to you
You’re all that I think about
And then there’s her
She’s there too
It’s a wonder
What’s stronger
This addiction
Or the love I have for her
People make fun of me
And say they don’t believe
Honestly, I can live on my own
But that’s not what I’m aiming for
I’m not doing this alone
I have friends who support me
Who will go with me
Who will try
I want to prove my worth
I’ve already shown quite a bit
I don’t want my addiction to you to take over
But I have more time with you than I do her
And that’s the bad part about this
I have time to be with you
And yet with her my time is limited
So now I’ve come to this fork which is sad
What should I be doing
Over what I want to be doing
the answers pretty obvious
Or so I thought
