Im so so sorry

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"I wanna forgive him and put it behind us but every time I look at him I feel that pain in my heart "I said hugger back tighter

"When I look at him all I see is his lips on someone who wasn't me "I said as the images plagued my mind once again

Rosie's POV

"Do you still love him " He asked looking me directly in the eye

"With all my heart "I said kissing the hand that was holding my face

"Just follow your heart and you'll know when your ready to forgive him and take all the time you need "He said gently kissing my lips and pulling away

"I love you my queen "He whispered before he gave control back to Jason

I laid my head on his chest and held his body close to mine

"Just hold me "I whispered closing my eyes

"Okay "He whispered back tightening his arms around me

"Do you love me "I whispered after a little while

"I love you so much  "He whispered back and kissed the crown of my head

"Then why did you do it "I whispered back with fresh tears rolling down my cheeks

"I drank a lot ,I was playing truth or dare and got dared "He said with disappointment

"I wasn't in my right mind ,but I won't use that as my excuse because I don't have one "He said pressing his forehead against mine

"Rosie I'm so so so sorry "He said with tears streaming down his cheeks

"I'm sorry"He kept repeating and each time he'd hug me tighter

"It hurts "I said horsely

"What hurts "He asked confused

"It hurts to know that I trusted you with everything and it only took a couple of shots for you to kiss another girl without a second thought"After I said that more tears fell from his eyes

" I can't do this right now ,it still hurts " I said pulling away from him and walking to the door

"Be at the palace by 7:00 Friday "After I said that I closed the office door and slid on to the floor

"I love him so much "I whispered to no one in particular

Jason's POV

" I can't do this right now ,it still
hurts " She said pulling away from me and walking to the door

"Be at the palace by 7:00 Friday "After she said that she closed the office door

"I love him so much "I heard her whisper and if it weren't for my werewolf hearing I would've heard it

I slowly slipped down against the door and listened to her silent cries and whimpers

2 hours

2 . Fucking . Hours

Two hours of hearing my mate silently crying and whimpering and I was done letting her cry alone.I kneeled on the floor and opened the door and she fell back into my arms.

"I can't do it "I whispered cradling her sobbing figure to my body

"I promise to never make that dumb mistake again but I can't listen to you cry by yourself ever again ,if your gonna cry then your gonna cry in my arms "I said turning her around to face me ,she didn't say anything and she didn't need to

I picked her up bridal style and brought her to my bedroom and laid on the bed with her

I picked her up bridal style and brought her to my bedroom and laid on the bed with her

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"Rosie "She hummed in response

"I missed you "I said rubbing her back

"Your not being forgiven"She mumbled into my neck ,causing me to stiffen

"What ?"I asked confused

"Your words are just like empty promises to me you need to prove yourself "She stated

"You will never do something this stupid and immature again "She continued

"I need you to tell me that it's not gonna happen again "She said seriously

"I promise ,I'm so so sorry I swear I'll never do it again "I said repeated sincerely

"Do you still love me ?"I asked

"Of course I still love you "She said finally lifting her head and what a saw broke my heart even more .Puffy eyes ,red nose ,running massacre ,smudged lipstick ,red cheeks .

"For right now you'll stay we're you are in the pack house and we'll take things from there "She said before getting up

"Remember Friday palace by 7:00"She continued  before walking to the door

I ran after her and followed her down the hall before wrapping my arms around her waist which stopped her movement

"Please"I whispered knowing it wasn't going to change her mind but also knowing I had to try

"You know this won't change my mind .We moved to fast and now we're both paying the consequence "She said still facing away from me

"Let go "She said using the same tone from the first time we met 

Rosie's POV

"I love you " He said through mind-link as I walked away

After I left the pack house I walked to a room I haven't been to in a while .Opening the door I was hit by my grandmas sweet rosy smell .

"Rosie you haven't been here in years "My grandma said gently grabbing my arm and bringing me to the couch

"I'm so lost "I said as we sat down

"Oh my sweet flower "She cooed as I leaned my head on her shoulder like I use to when I was younger

"What did mom do when Dad cheated on her ?"I asked still leaning on her

"The same thing your doing now my flower "She answered vaguely

"Brokenly she asked me what to do and I'm going to tell you exactly what I told her .You have to separate yourself from your mate ,which you've done .Then you need to slowly rebuild your relationship not into the one you had but a new one ,a better one .I promise my sweet flower you'll get through this like you did everything else "She said before I closed my eyes and let darkness take over

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