Gu Li-Juan your name?

Chapter 55:dont shut me out!

That woke her up,so she stand up without any emotion can read and her face and said

"Burn this all!everything burn it!"

Huahua and her maid servant eyes reden and hurriedly do as she say.

Gu Li-juan wash her face,changed her clothes and ask someone to burn the dress as well!

Then she didnt rest and just go to the farm to busy herself,she ate and work like nothing happens.

Feng Fu Chen arrive the next night,he came already late but didnt see his wife,

He was about to find her but the house keeper stopped him to say something,

"The madam didnt want us to tell you but i think still master needs to know"

Feng Fu Chen knit his eyebrows and ask

"Tell me"

"The madam waited for the master for the whole day,she make your birthday gift month ago!she prepare everything by herself and waited excitedly for the master,she only stop waiting when the morning came and heard that the master recieved an important guest,she order the servants burn all her gifts and food she prepare for you,even her clothes"

Feng Fu Chen froze

"W-where is she?the gifts?"

The housekeeper sigh and lead him the the place where everything was burned.

"The young madam's maidservants stayed for a long time so everything is almost burn out before this servant managed to put the fire off"

Feng Fu Chen kneeled,and dig the burn items while shaking,he saw some fabrics,obviously from clothes,then burned flower,fruits and identified items,he keep on digging untill he touched a hard object.

He pulled it out and wipe in his clothes,his hand shake more when he saw a blue jade with his family insignia.

He weakly stand up and said

"Keep this all for me"

Then hurriedly left to find Gu Li-juan.

"Madam i think we should rest"

Linghua said with pleading,they have been keep asking her but she didnt listen and just smile at them

"Silly Lingling,i am almost done here"

Then she continue,but felt that the atmosphere changed so she look up,

"Your back"

She said casually then resume,her maids retreated already when Feng Fu Chen come in

"A-are you angry?"

She stopped what she was doing and look at him while asking

"About what?"

Feng Fu Chen remember that he only got scared when his parents died in front of him,

But looking at Gu Li-juan eyes the feeling of loosing someone resurface,so he hold her hand,but she take it back

"I-im sorry i didnt come home last night,i-it was my mistake"

Gu Li-juan shook her head

"There is nothing to be sorry about"

"Wife talk to me okay?"

He begged while taking step towards her but she avoid him

"I prepared everything for your birthday gifts month ago,i cook everything,prepare everything and wait,wait for you"

She said nochalant and continue

"For whole night untill the morning came,but you didnt come,i panicked thinking that something happen to you but"

She look at him and smile ironically but her tears are keep on falling down

"You recieved a guest,and stay with that important guest for your birthday,you choose to be with that important guest on your important day"

Feng Fu Chen wanted to wipe her tears but she keep avoiding

"That hit me!and woke me up!thank you Feng Fu Chen for waking me up while it was not yet too late"

Feng Fu Chen panicked and hug her regardless of her avoidance.

"Its my fault!its my fault okay?please!please!i ma begging you!dont shut me out!"

She didnt move but just said

"Seeing you makes me uncomfortable"

Feng Fu Chen froze,so she managed to get away from his hold

"My heart is in pain,please dont let me see you for a while"

"No!i wont agree!please!"

But she turn around and walk away but she left a world shattering word that make him unable to move

"If you still respect me as a wife,please dont let me see you for now"

Feng Fu Chen remain frozen for a long time before he managed to move.

He run to their room but it was empty,the search and found her to the furthest room

"Master,the mada is now asleep,and forbid anyone to enter"

But he just ignore Huahua and enter silently,

Seeing her asleep with tear stain face,he kneeles beside her,

"Wife!you are my wife!my wife!mine"

He murmur while holding her hand gently,he keeps saying it like it was a chant to reassure himself,

He is really  afraid!afraid that she will really leave him!

What if she learn the truth?what if she learn everything?will she really?

Just thinking about it makes him crazy!

He will not allow it!she will be his and only wife!she will not leave him!.