So Now You All Are All Caught Up. I Just Don't Know What To Do. I Love Justin I Really Do. But Jackson Makes Me Feel Important Again. He Makes
Me Special Like i Mean Something. AndThat Kiss Was Amazing. And Its Not Like I Could break Up With Justin. He's My Best Friend And I A't Lose Him.
And Now I'm Supposed To Be Lifeguarding At The Pool Everyday So I'm Going To See Jackson Everyday Which Is Not What I Need.
*Conversation With Justin*
Hey Babe
Hey Wassap
Nothing...How's Jackson :)
STOPP WERE JUST FRIENDS
Uhuh Sure Whatvr. Ur Right No One Can Replace Me :)
Stfu. Ig Yur Right
We Talked For A Couple More Minutes Until I Realized I Was Really Tired And Decided To Go To Bed. But Then Jackson Texted Me And I Suddenly Got A Second Wind.
We Talked For Hours And It Was A Really Nice Conversation. Actually One Of The Best I've Had In Awhile.
After Awhile We Both Fell Asleep And I Was Awoken By The Sound Of Alicia Yelling At Me That We Were Late To School. I Hurriedly Got Dress Brushed My Teeth And Ran Downstairs And Jumped In The Car. We Got To School Right Before First Period So When I came In The Classroom Everyone Was Already Seated.
When I Came In, Everyone Was Very Whispery And Obviously Talking About New Gossip. I Asked My Friend Trevor What Was Going On
"Like You Don't Know."
"I Really Don't Dude."
"Oh. Well I Just Figured Since You And Justin Were Best Friends You'd Know"
"I'd Know What"
"Justin Was Kissing Lana This Morning. Apparently They're A Thing Now"
I Was Shocked. And Hurt.
"Oh Yeah That. Of Course I Knew" I Lied. I Wasnt Gonna Tell Him My Best friend Didn't Tell Me something That Big.
I Don't Know Why I Was So Mad. We Hadn't Come Out And We Can't Expect To be Exclusive. Can We? Maybe He's Faking To Draw Attention Away From Outselves. Yeah That's It.
I Confronted Justin At Lunch About It.
"What The Hell. Lana Really?"
"Oh Yeah. Sorry It Kinda Just Happened And I Don't Know I Kinda Like Her."
Wow I Wasn't Expecting That.
"So What About Me. What About Us? Was All Of That Just A Game? A Phase?"
"I Don't Know. Its Not Like We Can Come Out. And I Really Like Her. Maybe It Was Just A-"
I Couldn't Even Hear The Rest Of What He Was Going To Say. I Ran Away And Through The Doors Of The school And Never Looked Back.
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My Impossible Decision (Boyxboy)
RomanceAlex Has A Decision To Make: Who To Love. Love The Boy Whos Always Been There For Him. Or Love The Unpredictable One The Dangerous One. The One Who Makes Him Feel Something Again. Who Makes Him Love Again. What Will He Do? *Some Explicit Parts*
