Behind My Eyes.

phone calls.

as we sit on the phone talking,

i realize just how much i've missed you.

it feels like it's been ages since i've actually heard from you.

i've missed everything about you.

i've missed the way you laugh,

i've missed the way you get frustrated with your games.

i've missed sitting in mutual silence as we do our own thing.

i've even missed your voice.

our friendship has had many tests over time.

none more than the one we had when your sister and i had our falling out.

if i'm being honest,

as bad as this sounds,

i was more upset about the thought of losing you than i was about her.

despite everything, you'll always be one of my best friends.

i'm eternally grateful for you.

you've helped me through so many hardships,

i owe a lot to you.

i'd like to think that if we'd met in school we'd be even closer than we are now.

i wish we'd met through that rather than her.

if we're being honest i used to watch you from across the hall.

i might have had a small crush on you,

which you're painfully aware of now.

i think telling you that is easily one of the dumbest choices i ever made.

you could've lived your entire life without knowing that,

it didn't change much.

which is fine i think i might be better like this actually.

i enjoy your company.

let's always stay this close.