Nate-
Normally I was always focused on game days. I tried my hardest to concentrate on Friday's and focus on the goal- winning. Winning was always the goal. My dad expected perfection when it came to football. And thanks to my over bearing obsessive need to win, our team hadn't lost a single game since I joined the team 3 years ago. Maybe it was because of my skill, or maybe it was because I was afraid of what my dad would say or do if we lost.
After every single game I'm met with some sort of criticism from him. Even if I do everything right he always has something to say. Most of the time I can ignore him, shrug it off.
Tonight I could care less about the game, about winning. All I cared about was Liv. I felt safe with her. Like I could tell her anything and she wouldn't go run her mouth to everyone in the whole fucking town. She was different, everything about her was.
I want this to last with Olivia. I know she's mad at me. I know she's questioning whether I still love Maddy or not, and to be honest so am I. I can't even give a good explanation why I did what I did to Tyler. I know Maddy wasn't blacked out. I'm not stupid. I don't know maybe it has something to do with my father and his disgusting tapes. Or maybe in that moment i really thought Maddy had been raped.
I don't regret what I did. Tyler was a creep, who probably should have asked how old a girl was before just getting in the pool with her. Could've saved him a whole lot of hurt.
I want to tell Liv about Jules, about what I'm doing to her. But I can't, not yet anyways, not until the whole Tyler thing blows over. Not until I can get her to trust me completely
But right now it's game time. I walk out onto the sidelines of the field, I try my hardest to find Liv in the stands. She said she'd be here, I know she is. Then I spot her at the top of the stands, with Cassie of course. I didn't expect her to be alone though. She's wearing leggings, a sweatshirt with the school logo on it and a red and black flannel. Her hair was held back by a bandana, and even from the field I could see her beauty.
Skip the game because I don't know anything about football
—————————————————————————"Hey Liv!" I yelled running up to her
"Hey, Cassie I'll text you later" she said waving off Cassie
"Good job tonight"
"Thanks"
"Do you wanna go eat somewhere?" I could see Maddy staring at us from across the field. She was a cheerleader so of course she was here
"Yeah sure"
"Here" I said tossing her my keys
"I'll meet you in the parking lot after I'm done in the locker room"
"Oh okay"
I rushed around in the locker room, making sure I smelled good and looked good. I said goodbye to the team mates and walked out quickly to the parking lot. In the distance I could see Maddy standing and talking to Olivia by my truck. Fuck
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Addicted- Nate Jacobs
FanfictionOlivia is just like everyone else in this town. Or so he thought. She's not new though he's never noticed before, not like he does now. He's got his eyes set on her, and we all know whatever Nate Jacobs wants, Nate Jacobs gets.