Addicted- Nate Jacobs

Fifty Two

"Do you want me to go with you?" I asked a Nate pulled his shirt over his head. It had been three days since Nate showed up at my house in the middle of the night

"I'm just grabbing my clothes"

"I know, but I figured you didn't want to go alone"

"That would be nice" he flashed me a smile

"Maybe you should talk to him? try to make amends"

"I'd be fine if I never saw that fucker again" he snarled

"He is your dad Nate"

"Who's side are you on?" He yelled turning towards me

"I'm on your side, I'm just saying you're lucky enough to have a dad that loves you, don't fuck it all up just because you guys got into a fight"

"I don't think lucky the word I would use to describe myself"

"Well he's here isn't he? At least he stuck around and didn't leave you"

"Well maybe he should, he's already cheating on my mom"

"It's fucked up but I know you love him"

He turned around and I could tell he was pissed

"Since you wanna play devils advocate so badly why don't you just fucking stay here and I'll figure my own shit out! Mind your own fucking business" He screamed

"That's not what I'm doing" I said calmly

"That is what you're fucking doing!"

"What so god forbid I want you to have a relationship with the only person in your family that you give a shit about, that makes me the bad guy?" I raised my voice

"You don't get it"

"No I don't because I don't have a fucking dad! My dads off in some other state across the fucking country with a whole new fucking family, so sorry for wanting something for you that I never got" i screamed

He shook his head a little and picked up his bag

"Sounds like you have your own daddy issues, maybe you should stay the fuck out of mine" he said spitefully before walking out and slamming the door behind him

Once he was gone I sank into a puddle of tears