Addicted- Nate Jacobs

Forty Four

I started laughing as Nate dragged me out of the party. It was funny... at the time because I was high

"Will you stop fucking laughing?" He yelled

"What the fuck is your problem" I continued to giggle until we made it outside

"You you're my problem!" He screamed turning and pushing himself towards me till I was pinned to some car

"What the fuck did I do!" I yelled back getting ballsy

"You go and you get fucking high with that dick"

"Nate you bring me to a party and expect me to not have any fun?"

"No i just wish you would fucking stay by me!"

"If I remember correctly, your the one who left me to go play beer pong with your buddies. I'm not your fucking puppy Nate! I'm not gonna follow you around everywhere you go I'm not that girl!"

"I know" he whispered backing up

"I'm sorry"

"Why do you do this? Why do you get so mad?"

"I don't know Liv, I'm fucked up" he put his hands over his face

"No you're not" I said walking towards him and lightly grabbing his arm

"Yes I am, i get pissed for no reason, then I hurt you. I don't want to hurt you"

" I know, I know you don't mean it"

"Liv you're all I have, okay you're the only one I can talk to. And I keep fucking it up, I can't loose you" he buried his head into my shoulder

"I'm not going anywhere"

"I love you"

"I love you too"

"Can we just go home?"

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"You wanna spend the night?" I asked as Nate parked his truck in front of my house

"I don't have clothes"

"You have some from last time you stayed that you left here"

"Okay"

"Hey sweetie, how was it" shit I didn't know my mom was home and I'm still high off my ass

"It was good, we left early" I said trying not to make eye contact

"Is Nate staying?" She yelled from the living room

"Yeah" I said trying to walk passed her quickly

"Olivia look at me" shit I'm so busted

"Are you- did you?"

"I'm fine mom, just tired" Nate walked in the living room

"I'm fine mom" I tried to compose myself

"Okay, get some sleep"

I let out a sigh of relief and we made our way up the stairs. Nate rested his hand on my hips to help me.

"You just almost got your ass kicked"

"I know" I whispered trying my best to untie my dress

"Here" he said walking over to me and untying it

"Thank you" I pulled it over myself exposing my bare chest

"You should get some sleep"

"I know" i said slipping my sweatpants on

We both got into bed before Nate's phone started buzzing on the nightstand.

"It's my dad. He wants me home"

"No" I whined

"I'm sorry" he whispered and leaned down to kiss my head

"You should sleep. I'll text you tomorrow"

"Mmhm" I mumbled already half asleep