TIRED- (POEM #35)

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"I'm not sad I'm just tired of this place"

                                                         -Unknown

I know you're tired of me,
Everyone gets tired of me eventually
When they realize I don't deserve anything,
That I'm a worthless human being,
And that I don't deserve to be here,
I shouldn't even exist,
Because all I do is mess everything up for everyone.

I'm the reason why everyone is disappointed in me,
It was all me,
If I'd just try to be better for them,
Maybe they wouldn't have to criticize me,
And I'm sorry,

I'm sorry that I cant do anything right,
I'm sorry I wasn't worth loving,
I'm sorry that I'm so clumsy
I'm sorry that I didn't fit in.

There was a time I wanted to fit in so bad,
To be perfect like everyone else,
I know no one is prefect,
But in my eyes they all  were,
And all I could do was mess up,

All these beautiful, handsome people around me,
And I was the ugly duckling,
They tell me I'm ugly anyway,
And I've always believed,
Because whenever I look in the mirror
I never liked what was looking back,
All I could see was nothingness,
Just another broken soul who was tired of fighting,
Of trying to be good enough,
Because I'd never be,
No matter how hard I try.

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