"Tell me when I'm no longer needed and I shall go"
-Unknown
Have I ever felt unwanted?
Most of the time,
Because I don't want to bother anyone you know?
They don't need to hear about my "problems"
They don't need to hear how I shake and cry,
Wondering, overthinking if something bad is going to happen,
How I freak out when someone claims they like me,
Because of the fear of giving another person the chance to hurt me,
They don't need to know how I flinch when certain people touch me,
Because I fear I'll get attached and they leave,
Because that's what I do,
I make people hate me and they leave,
But if only I was different,
Maybe then I'd have a lot of real friends,
Maybe then my friends wouldn't have to say things behind my back,
If only I was strong enough to take their criticisms without thinking they hate me,
I wish that I wasn't so complicated,
And everyone gets tried of me having my guard up,
But I'm scared I've always been,
Because I cant let them in.
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