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LEFT (POEM 37)

"And just like that you left"

-Unknown

I've always wondered how our life would be like you know?

If you loved me enough,

If it seemed like the world was against  our love,

It was always someone or something,

But you've moved on like I never existed,

But I couldn't I never did,

I'm always replaying all our memories in my head,

You're all I think about,

Which is sad because you don't care for me,

The way I do you,

I was always scared of loving you,

But I let you in anyway,

I gave you my fragile heart,

I begged you to not hurt me,

But you did the very thing you tried to protect me from,

Sometimes I wonder why I don't hate you,

It's ironic isn't it?

So why cant I let go?

You're my past right?

No you're wrong!

Because I wanted  you to be my present past and future,

But you had other plans,

Why break me?

Why all the effort?

I guess you just wanted to get inside me head,

Because congratufuckinglations you did,

My brain runs 1000 kilometers a second,

Thinking about all the times I embarrassed myself around you,

When your soft lips touched mine as we moved in sync,

Fighting for dominance but you always won,

Every time I thought you would stay,

You left,

And when you came back I took you back,

Because I thought you were the one,

I guess I was wrong,

I'm happy that you're happy,

And I hope one day you'll look back at what you lost,

And wonder why you did the things you did,

Because I was never the problem,

I stayed when you didn't.