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51.
I hate change.
I hate.
I hate
I hate.
I hate when all of sudden something or someone changes.
Either my appearance in the mirror or someone deciding to leave.
I don't hate it.
I don't mind it.
It just might take me a while to feel comfortable again.
~E, I hate change.

52.
I'm keeping you close
so you don't slip from my grasp again.
~E, went to far.

53.
Please
let me feel comfortable in my own skin again.

54.
Let me pick apart my appearance
until there's nothing left of me.
~E, an empty space.

55.
I feel like I'm going to suffocate.
Every breath being dragged out.
Tears starting to build in the corners of my eyes.
Scared of people and everything in between.
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry.
A chant is all I'll ever be.
~E, drowning my own mind in front of my fears.

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