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131.
Sometimes my heart needs to accept the bare minimal.
~E, my heart and mind disagree once again.

132.
I wish we could go back to how it used to be.
But that would kill us both in the end.

133.
I wish someone should've told me the moment you decide to look back.
The smiles and laughs
The said and unsaid words.
The long stares.
The obsessing.
Everything that did happen and the things I wish did.
Will consume you.
~E, I wasn't ready for that.

134.
Why shouldn't I be confident in myself?
Just because I don't look like them?
~E, self love.

135.
Do what you love.
Even if it kills you in the end.
~E, learning the hard way.

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I just want to apologize because I've been gone for a long time. Besides doing a few of the announcements boards. There's been a lot going on right now and I can't keep up with it. Even with it being summer break (which is going on by way too fast.) I have been mentally exhausted and my motivation is shit. I'm making writing as a job (which I don't have.) rather then a hobby. I'll try to come back as soon as I can. But please be patient with me.

- (a)mane

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