Thirteen & Eighteen

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Tonight is an odd
Sort of night
It feels both
Young
And
Old

I am stuck somewhere between my age
And 13 years old
Tonight

Part of me knows
I am the age I am:
Eighteen and seventeen days
But part of me, tonight,
Feels as though
I am thirteen again

I have that childhood hope
And joy about me
Tonight
Not the childhood Christmas joy
I'm not giddy with excitement
But im excited to be alive
A bit scared for tomorrow
And hopeful for what is yet to come

I feel thirteen:
Scared
Excited  
Hopeful

Yet at the same time
I feel eighteen:
Scared of the real world
Excited for college
Hopeful of what is yet to come

Tonight feels both
Young
And old 
And tonight
I feel thirteen
And simultaneously
Eighteen and seventeen days

(04/29/20)

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