UnFading LOVE(Completed)

9- A kiss

I am just too shocked to handle anything. I got lost in my consciousness, took two steps back, and hit the Vase on the side table. It slips and is broken into pieces.

Like Me..!!

That's what makes the lovebirds awaken and finally notice me.

I am still seeing the vase, which is broken when a harsh voice gets my attention.

"Heyy you..!! What are you doing here, and don't you know how to knock?"

I look at the girl who is still blabbing something, then I move my sight to the person whom I love and whom I trust.

Abid..!!

He is standing there with no emotion on his face. No guilt, no shock, Nothing. That time, I realised that he had never loved me. All the things that he pretends are untrue and fake That thought makes my heart burn, and tears start flowing from my eyes.

Common Areena...!! You have to be strong. You should not do this to her.

I said this again and again to myself. To make myself strong, but my mind stops all its work. I shut my eyes for a minute or two to regain my composure.

Every moment I spent with Abid flashed in my mind like a film. Our first talk was Long Night Conversations." meetings, dates, and then Abid's rude behaviour—no talk, No replying. And the last thing I saw was just a moment ago. More tears roll down my face.

I opened my eyes and found that blonde girl right in front of me. She started abusing me. But still, nothing reflects on Abid's face.

Ohk. Now that's enough!

I grabbed her hand, pulled her out of the room, and shut the door on her big mouth.

I turn and make my way towards Abid. He is still standing there. I asked him in a straight voice.

Me: What do you want?

He said nothing and turned towards the drawer. He opened it, grabbed a cigar, lit it, and started smoking. He is just behaving like nothing happened. That raised my anger more.

Me: You Moron. What do you think you are?

I grabbed her clutch from his hand, split it into two, and smashed it under my Sandals.

He smiles.

What the hell is he smiling for? I am unable to control my emotions now. I stood there for some time silently. Because my brain's functions don't work.

What he wants, I don't know. But what I want is why I am still here.

Because you want Answers...

My inner voice enlightens me.

Ya, I want my answers!

I pointed my finger at his chest and said, which was more like a shout,

"Why are you doing this to me? You know I don't believe anyone easily, except YOU."

My emotions make me weak. I can't form words.

To my surprise, his smirks grew wider, and with that, I quit.
Tears rolled down my face. I turned and walked towards the door. The emotions I was feeling before are fading now, but that makes me hollow, alone, and lonely from inside. These things I've never felt before, and that's all because of Abid. I can't beat him, no matter how much I want to. I am not much stronger than him, and somehow he is still the first person I loved, and I still love him, but from now on I will never meet him, no matter how much I want. I will never hear his voice.