Beauty of Dawn

SASUKEEE!

I woke up to be greated with the faces of both Zabuza and Kakashi

"Huh" they quickly looked away and into each others eyes seemingly to have a silent conversation

We were in a small village not too far from our home i wonder why they didn't just carry me home

"Hey brat...uh why don't we get in some training and stay here for for the night mabye a day or two" raising an eyebrow at Zabuza i frown a little

"But i wanna tell everyone about how i kicked the Jounin exams ass ou and Sasuke said he would buy me food" i nodded fast at the thought of raman i don't have to make

Kakashi steps in giveing me a closed eye smile "how about a day at the hot springs i saw one up the street"

Ohho maybe i could take a lookie lookie at wait narrowing my eyes at the two

"No"
"A buffet on me"
"No"
"We will take you...clothes shopping?"
Snort' "i wear the same thing everyday"
"New weapons"
"No"
Kakashi took a shaky breath and gave me a hard look

"I will....take you to a mixed bath house"

I have a bad fealing in my tummy "i want to go home my tummy feels like it's in knots" "bu-" " please sensei"

He gave up and we were finnaly on our way with my two sensei's takeing way too long to walk

The faster we aproched the village the more my tummy started to hurt oddly my eye started to irritate me too

When we reached the gates Izumo and Kotetsu were on high alert

"Hey guys"

That look in their eyes...it.... it's the same look everyone gave me that day

Pity
Oh how i loath pity

I took off running home and literally yanked my door off it's hinges

"S-Sasuke"
Silence
"SASUKE"
Silence
"SASUKE PLEASE"

I ran to his room everything looked the same nothing out of place except for the piece of paper on his bed

I picked it up but immediately dropped it and ran

I can't let him go i can't he- i need him he he's my brother i NEED him... i thought... he needed me too.......

Before i knew it i was already passing the rookie nine and found Naruto but-

"I'm too late" Sasuke is long gone I don't sense him near by

Why
WHY
WHY
WHY

i didn't notice anything around me so i didn't see him till i was pushed agienst a near by tree

"Kakashi" it's cold so cold so.....empty

I.... I'm weak why am i even here for i haven't changed anything not really they don't need me here no one does Sasuke....Sasuke probable knew that thats why he left me behind...same with Itachi...why am i even trying...i.... i should stop...stop EVERYTHING

I finnaly snapped back to reality when i felt a harsh sting on my cheek

Now noticing Kakashi on top of me holding my arms down Zabuza holding down my legs all of my friends stairing at me with mixed expressions

"Can you stop fighting us now" Kakashi asked in a strained voice

I was...fighting?

Nevertheless i nodded

They helped me up Kakashi on my right Zabuza on my left both with a tight grip on my sholder as we walked back home i could feel everyone come up to me but then walk back